Maturity

It's people like Yieng and Yi Lyn whose outlook in life I strive to reflect.
Maturity, a sense of optimism, lack of blame and a balanced EQ.
Another new year's resolution to add to next year's list!

But I still wanna complain and complain bout the injustice of the world. LOLZ. Bertaubatlah, bertaubatlah..

Life is Beautiful

A song rec, Life is Beautiful by Vega 4.

Life is beautiful
We live until we die

When you run into my arms,
We steal a perfect moment.
Let the monsters see you smile,
Let them see you smilling.

Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated.
We barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Yeah, life is beautiful.
Our hearts, they beat and break.

When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms,
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?

I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in.

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated,
We barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Stand where you are.
We let all these moments pass us by.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's a lot that we can give.
This is ours just for the moment,
There's a lot that we can give.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's a lot that we can give.
This is ours just for the moment,
There's a lot that we can give.

Click here to listen. It's a fitting song to end our stay in Scotland (and study years with) IMHO (although technically, it hasn't ended as yet). Coz no matter what, life is indeed beautiful although complicated. There will definitely be all those little hurts in life for what is life but a bumpy journey right? But let us not forget that this moment is our moment and that the world will be our oyster. (ok ok I know I'm forcing the lyrics of this song to fit the theme that I have in mind and that this song does not just represent what I said but is instead a love song (all songs nowadays are love songs) but still, I think it's nice... Just... emo enough LOLZ.)

The best friend never gets the guy

Look at Chloe Sullivan from Smallville.

She's smart, she's ambitious, she's snarky, she's sarcastic, she's loyal to a fault.

But does she ever get the guy?

Noooooo...

She's paired up with the lame-as-can-be Jimmy Olsen who looks like a wuss, or with the deranged and crazy Doomsday/Davis Bloome who's not that good looking either.

Whereas all the other more attractive, nicer, more heroic, more charismatic guys i.e. Oliver Queen, Clark Kent end up with her cousin Lois Lane or with Lana Lang, the bimbotic-cheerleader-next-door-turned-into-supermutant-with-sucking-up-Kryptonite-powers-plus-Superman-like-powers.

Where's the justice in this?

Plus the fact that there are rumours of killing her off just coz she's not of the DC universe.

Dang!

Fake smiles don't reach your eyes

People say I look scary nowadays.

Well, since technically most people don't know me so, what the heck rite?

LOLZ, I'd be afraid of myself if I'm always smiling, that-a-way, at least when I smile, it's sincere.

It's such a pain (to my facial muscles at least) to be constantly smiling, no wonder clowns draw fake smiley faces.

Maybe I should too, you know, draw some scarily smiling lips with lipstick or something.

Now, that would scare most people silly. :P

But like I say, most people don't know me, so who cares.

The world is but a stage, and we're merely actors acting out a bad script.

'Nuff said!

I should quit this one-liner thing too, LOL, and one day write a whole long post.

My moods fluctuate violently so often, that it's no longer funny.

Can I just.... quit being me?

The weight of expectation suffocates.


And I'm slowly losing my tenous grip....